Ugh

I'm starting to feel like nobody cares anymore.

I'm starting to not care anymore.

I don't even know what I'm striving for anymore.

I don't even know if I'm striving.

I might have already given up.

But i cant tell.

I don't remember.

But then again, I don't remember anything any more.

I'm sick of every ones lies.

I'm sick of my own lies.

I'm tired of the way I'm living.

I want to change.

I want to turn myself around.

But I don't know where to start.

I feel like I've hit rock bottom again.