Hey baby.

"Don't be so hard on yourself.

The name of the game is humiliation

And thanks for your admiration."

I hate her,

I care about you,

and I love him.

and I'm disappointed.

I cant control myself right now

my mind is on an emotional roller coaster.

I just need to vent.

I hate her: because she told me she wouldn't do this to me.

I would be okay with this if she had been completely honest about it,

and not kept it from me and went behind my back for so long.

I feel like I should feel bad, because i was stupid enough to believe her lies

And even now, at her worst time, she's still playing the victim. She's trying to pin

this all on me, like i made her do this. She has a screw loose some where and

that must be why all of her relationships with people end so horribly.

She plays so innocent, like shes really a nice person,

but actually, i didn't really know her until now,

now i know her, for who she really is.

SHE, is a backstabber, and she is not my best friend.

I cant believe myself most of all.

I care about you, and i like you, but now we might actually be able to get together.

fuck her. :)

she can suck a dick.

I love him,

he makes me laugh.

he makes me feel safe when I'm in his arms.

He gives the best hugs

and i hope this doesn't get ruined.