Grand Memories

1. Running around during a football game doing illegal things :) and making a tofu salad monster with you :D And when we got fancy in my basement and we unintentionally hurt each other :) lol

2. Screaming at people as we drive by :) (also Becca gos ass to mouth :D) and getting crunk in your basement and calling people and going to the park. :) "going to Denny's"

3. Burning a hole threw your shirt and getting lost down town :) and don't forget the crazy scavenger hunt. And why back in the seventh grade, so much crazy shit :).

4. Going to shadows edge, and taco bell and being a crazy stalker :) that night was so much fun :)

5. Going to see you at work :) and Doing shopping cart races, and so many odd things :) i love you dear.

6. Probably one of my favorite lines of all time "ARE YOU PEEING ON ME?!?!" that was a great night, and a couple of days :) lol.

7. Making our faces look funny and running around the block, being weirdos, talking to strangers, and going threw a shitty haunted house :) and watching a movie, it was a grand night.

8. Talking to you on the phone for hours, just about peeing and pooping :) and calling sex lines, just for laughs, :) I miss you. We do need to hang out more often.

If you think one of these is about you :) Ask, or leave a memory in a comment :D

ily guys

Life takes another unexpected turn.

For the better or for the worst, who knows?

I finally realized that this boy, Is not my boy.

I want him to be, but i don't feel like setting

myself up for disappointment anymore.

So i think he should in fact suck a fat wiener :)

Also, I am now a waitress, I now have a job.

I cant wait to start making the moneys,

I really need them :) And for the record

I need a boy. I have a car, a job, and now

i want a boy, find me one? A good one that

wont let me down, one that can support

them self? One that isn't a moronic asshole.

Dose that exist?

Rollin Bones :)

Im starting to feel better,
Im getting over it.
Im not going to let it bother me anymore
Im better than that.
and Im looking forward to hangin out with april on saturday.

Fuck you, not everyone :)
bye.

Hey baby.

"Don't be so hard on yourself.

The name of the game is humiliation

And thanks for your admiration."

I hate her,

I care about you,

and I love him.

and I'm disappointed.

I cant control myself right now

my mind is on an emotional roller coaster.

I just need to vent.

I hate her: because she told me she wouldn't do this to me.

I would be okay with this if she had been completely honest about it,

and not kept it from me and went behind my back for so long.

I feel like I should feel bad, because i was stupid enough to believe her lies

And even now, at her worst time, she's still playing the victim. She's trying to pin

this all on me, like i made her do this. She has a screw loose some where and

that must be why all of her relationships with people end so horribly.

She plays so innocent, like shes really a nice person,

but actually, i didn't really know her until now,

now i know her, for who she really is.

SHE, is a backstabber, and she is not my best friend.

I cant believe myself most of all.

I care about you, and i like you, but now we might actually be able to get together.

fuck her. :)

she can suck a dick.

I love him,

he makes me laugh.

he makes me feel safe when I'm in his arms.

He gives the best hugs

and i hope this doesn't get ruined.